.Tuesday, February 3, 2009 ' 7:40 PM Y
♥ her story begins now
Didn't approve to get Higher Nitec.
Unsuccessful.
Still searching for Jobs.
Ive tried my very best.
All the word that came out was.
Just hope the future will JUST FINE.
Hey,, its isn't easy to find a JOB okae.
Been all sort of interviews.
Disapprove.
If you want me BADLY to work.
I can just work at Fast Food Restaurant like hw i work last tyme.
But den, YOU will DROP ur water face.
Obviously u have a standard kind of person.
Ur words are not sincere.
Today u say this.
Tomorrow u say the opp side.
I dare not talk to you.
Cos i noe i will be RUDE.
U putting to much hope.
But u sae u didn't.
Im sorry if i turn u down.
Ur a gd person i know.
Ur the one who makes me smile.
Never in my lyf regret to have u part of my lyf.
Never cross in my mind i would leave u.
Cos i love you.
U are always in my mind every sec.
U turn out to be so emotional this few days.
U always have ur mood swings.
Whatever SHIT u give me.
I always accept it & clean it.
I came to apologise for the things i have done.
Now i noe every word u say u r not sincere abt it.
The only word sincere frm ur heard is the word I LOVE YOU.
Every tyme we fought, I always look up for the msg u gave me.
'Baby.. i wan u 2 noe sumthin tt i've been wantin 2 tell u
all tis while.i mayb naggy,jerk, shit 2 u.u slalu kene
mrh by me. bt ders 1 ting u duno.tt is, "Im Realli Proud 2
Hv U In My Lyf Evasince E 1st Day We're 2gether.And Tat Nvr
In My Lyf Do I Eva Regret Having U In My Lyf..U've Lighten
Up My Heart".thx syg'
Cos i noe, u dun mean wat u sae.
I kept every msg tt reminds me tt U ALWAYS LOVE ME.
To me w/out hearing u saying ILY everyday.
Makes me sad.
Makes me left out.
The word ILY means alot to me.
Ive tried bringing back my 1 week of Happinnes.
But i failed to do so.
Today, Idk wat had happened.
Im scared to regret using the $$ on some other stuff.
Clothes? Food? Top up?
Yes, u were dere to serve me wif gd food.
I appreciate it.
But, since im wif u.
Im scared tt ppl will say tt,
I b wif u just bcos of ur $$$$.
Idk wat else to say.
I dun wanna talk to u.
Cos i noe we will ending up FIGHTING.
All i could ask for is your sincere words.
I dun wann u to say it cos u cld make me happy.
AAARRRGGGHHHH!!
I just want us to be HAPPY.
The onlly thing i cld say is ILY.
& Im SORRY.
Ps: We need the TALK
