.Thursday, December 25, 2008 ' 10:29 PM Y
♥ her story begins now
Have i got my KARMA??
Have i got my CURSE??
Yerp, i deserve this.
Thanks HAMIE! Thanks BLAZE!
Yerp. They have been cursing me abt my RELATIONSHIP.
Hamie alwaes say, WAT GOES ARD COMES ARD.
So i think the shit is coming back to me.
ILL DESERVE THIS GUYS. THANKS ALOT.
I have this HUGE PROBLEM.
I just this BIG EGO in Relationships.
I dont noe y.
This few days, someone keep calling me STUPID.
Yes, obviously I AM.
AGREEABLE.
But the thing is, u shouldnt like call me that at all times.
EVERYDAY.
I may not be ur DREAMGIRL.
I may not be ur the PERFECT ones.
But every GIRL deserve to be treat well.
I sacrifice myself.
No one appreciate MY WORK.
What i get is STUPID!
What they want??
I give.
Trying to make them HAPPY.
Eventhough deep down, IM HURTING.
The one i know last tyme its diff frm the one i noe now.
No wonder BITCH cld fall for him.
& that incluedes ME [:
He is the one i've been looking for.
He is the one who makes me SMILE.
My heart falls only fer him.
Guys came to my LIFE everytime.
I admit that i used to play behind my GUYS back.
Yes! But that was the past.
When i noe NAZMI,I realise that i'ts time to WAKE UP!
I'ts not the time to play or fool ard.
I began to be serious about RELATIONSHIP.
Sweet talk begins.
Heart started to melts.
Love begins to RISE.
Finally accepted his LOVE((:
His mine FOREVER.
But as time fly,
Began to see his TRUE colours.
Began receiving RUMORS.
Ending up, now.
Being called BODOH!
Rather then SAYANG):
Cry mostly like every night.
Thinking about him.
Well i guess,
He is having FUN.
Till now, thinking.
SHITS being thrown at my face.
VULGURS being thrown at my face.
ANGER being thrown at my face.
Y cant i be HAPPY throughout my life.
I've been thru this fucking life for nearly 2 years!
& I'm not gona go thru again 4 the rest of my life.
I sware, I LOVE HIM.
Never ever felt being ACCEPT by my X's family):
But not his FAMILY.
Eventhough i only known HALF of his FAMILY MEMBERS.
But still, I felt realli WELCOME [:
My family has already accepted him for who he is.
But now, what happen??
Is he trying to find fault wif me?
Is he trying to find a reason fer a BREAK UP??
If he really do, pls tell me F2F.
But for whatever reason, I promise myself.
I WILL NEVER LET US BEING SEPERATED!
Im a BITCH!
Im a SLUT!
Im STUPID!
Im an ASS!
Whatever SHIT is all ME!
Call me whatever NAMES u want.
I DUN CARE!
CAUSE I've been there fer 2 yrs plus!
Yeah!
After NEXT! NEXT!
Haha! I like this way..!
I am not going to think what im thinking now!
Im gonna gonna be the old BITCH!
Im gonna be ME NOW
The new ME!
Im not gonna fool ard!
F.Y.I
IM STUPID!
